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I speak as no sort of "expert" in the subject, so this is worth what you paid for it. My experience tells me that regardless of what one says publicly about their actions, it is not the "whole story" about what goes on in their head from time to time. I spent my combat time "in defense of others" so as far as I'm concerned all my actions were justified. That, however, does not mean that certain images, events, etc. don't replay in you head so you can remind yourself that you were in fact "justified." Yes, there are those that will speak of their actions with no apparent ill effects and firm conviction. But, you will still never know what scenarios replay in their mind, from time to time, nor any negative feelings they may occasionally have. MHO.