I think everyone has these feelings at the beginning that carrying condition 1 is unsafe because we are (at least I was) programmed not to put a round in the chamber unless you were ready to shoot. Duck hunting or deer hunting as a kid, pops would always tell us not to load our guns until we were in the blind or sitting in the deer stand, but once we left the blind/stand our gun was to be unloaded and carried with the reciever/bolt open. I now see his reasons for having us do those things, because it was just hunting and the need to have a loaded firearm was not a life or death situation, as is carrying concealed. That was the obstacle I had to overcome to carry my 1911 cocked and locked, which I didn't do right off the bat.
I tried to train drawing/racking/aiming and firing, but the more I practiced, the more I began to realize this is just not a viable method. How could I possibly do all of this in an unexpected attack and be able to defend myself? You just can't.
