I can understand the attraction, however, it is juvenile at best. I am sure that quitting her job and moving back home to live with her parents would provide a similar feeling...i.e. "My newfound ability to live in the moment, rather than in a perpetual, agitated anticipation - and dread at maybe having to earn a living and support myself - gives me more joy."If anything, my willingness to be vulnerable makes me stronger. My newfound ability to live in the moment, rather than in perpetual, agitated anticipation — and dread at maybe having to put a bullet into someone — gives me more joy.
Most of us have grown up and learned to appreciate the joy that comes with facing the challenges and responsibilities of adulthood.